Post 9

It seems tears have become my new best friend.
Crying myself to sleep almost everynight for the past week.
He has an over-reactive temper, and I, over-reactive emotions.
Which makes me wonder, about the blade delivered to me from switzerland.
Was it fate, for me to recive this knife when heartbreak occurs?
If this is how he makes me feel now, and I've used the blade before, could it mean my death is suicide?
If we break up, I'm sure the tiny scratches I have now, will get far worse.